Hope.신앙.

I've been realizing that there have been things where I haven't wanted to hope. That I haven't wanted to admit that I long for. Where I haven't wanted to trust that if they didn't go the way I long for deep within me, that I would still be okay.

God's been reminding me to long for things again. To trust him even with the things I want so badly, I'd rather admit I don't want them, for fear of the pain if they don't happen

And so, I'm letting hope exist. And reminding myself again that God is my strength

Jiyeon~운명~Lee joon~복수

I swear this would be the most awesome movie if it was real,  :).

Only IF!..


hahah It'd be great to see them act together once again and I love their friendship in real life, too! If you liked this Video, you should check out other ones including the latest MV featuring Lee Joon & Jiyeon again.

this is freaking awesome.NO joking kkay!!

this Mv is awesome rite..check this out (below)..it awesome but the first one is much better.he#

there's more..watch it on youtube..Daebak!!

HerSTORY~i am ME

i didn't score staight As for my SPM and i was thoroughly shattered even thought my lowest grade was B. when i found out about my result all i did was crying even though my families and friends told me that my results were not that bad,i just wouldn't accept it.no one will understand me because i always aimed to score straight As.
However my best friend made me realise that it's not the end and life does go on.SPM marks the end of secondary schooling and the beginning of my passage to adulthood or even future. there are many students who see their spm results as the key to the path they will take. Thus, there is immense pressure on students to do well in public examination.
for me spm was a challenge that i had set for myself in my mind,and so getting anything less than straight As would have been a big disappointment to me. actually the pressure to do well had come entirely from myself, not from my friends,parents or teachers. but i must admit that "pressure to do well" is also the classic case of living up to my sibling's achievement. my parents did not pressure me to do well but i took it upon myself to follow in footsteps of my "high-achieving" siblings.

now, i am very proud of myself because spm results is not an absolute indicator of a person's abilities or potential. good results may give you the passport to a better life but to succeed in life you also need to take into account your attitude and life skills.

Same Mistakes~Another heartless Misery

i keep listening to the jar of heart..the lyrics remind me of someone that broke my heart...sometimes it keep coming back to my mind and the scar is still there and the important thing u make me hard to believe in u anymore..like the lyrics said,

'dont come back at me..dont come back at all'

"And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of heartsAnd tearing love apart"


"Jar of hearts"..i really think that three of us should sing this song for him. He such a dick! he had been secretly dating all three of us(not at the same time)  and  pledging each was "the one".he such a player!!! listen dick ,we are not your toys and don't simply throw us away just like broken toys..

when its broken,you say there's nothing to fix..
you don't really want my heart..no! you just like to know you can...